| Location | Airdrie |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Ectopic Pregnancy |
| Date of Birth | 25/02/2009 |
| Date of Death | 25/02/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,090 since 22/05/2009 |
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Mummy found out she was expecting one of you on the 6th of Feb!Seeing you snuggled in at the first ultrasound made things all so real!
But Mummy had suffered a lot of pains and at the 2nd ultrasound, on the 20th of Feb,it was found that you had died, and Mummy was sent home to miscarry.Mummy was left to wait things out, but nothing happened and the pains continued.
After suffering agonising pains Mummy was forced to attend the hospital, and was rushed to theatre.
It was then found that there had been two of you, one of you had been snuggled in the right place and the other in Mummy's tube still alive but unable to survive.
Mummy had been bleeding to death slowly for weeks, and she had to undergo surgery to save her life.
Mummy will never forget that day at the ultrasound being told you had died, and then to have to go through surgery, and have you both taken from me.
Little twin in Mummy's tube stood no chance of survival, and had to be removed, and little twin in Mummy's womb had died due to the hormone drop caused by the ectopic.
Mummy still thinks about you both, every time I look at my tummy and at my scars where you both had been.
Part of me died that day you were both taken, but you both live on in my heart and I know we will meet again, and I will get to hold you both one day in heaven.xxxxxx
What makes a mother?
What Makes A Mother?
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today,
I asked, "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say:
A Mother has a baby,
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, he replied
With confidence in his voice,
I give many women babies,
When they leave it is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day,
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath,
and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing Here...
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here!"
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me,
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow is where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear,
"Mommy, Please don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I am here"
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons there are through,
And on the day that you come home,
they'll be at the gates waiting for you
So now you see
What makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart,
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
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miss you!
I can't believe it's been a year since you were both taken from me,,I still think about you a lot,,and think how you would both be growing up,the pain of loosing you both just feels like yesterday!
I miss you and love you both so much.xxx
To The Children I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the children I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little ones. XX
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I miss you
mummy has been thinking of you both so much!I got a tattoo today over my scar from where you both had to be taken.
I should be feeling you both rolling around inside my tummy, but God had other plans for you.sleep tight my little babies.xxx
I miss you
Ask My Mum How She Is...
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told!"
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