Baby Begleytwins

We found out Mummy was expecting one of you on the 6th of Feb, and after the shock, we were
happy!Seeing you snuggled in at the first ultrasound made things all so real!
But Mummy had suffered a lot of pains and at the 2nd ultrasound, on the 20th of Feb, we were told
you had died, and Mummy was sent home to miscarry.
Daddy and I were so sad, and he said he had to return to Iraq to work later that day,so Mummy was
left to wait things out alone, but nothing happened and the pains continued.
After suffering agonising pains Mummy was forced to attend the hospital, and was rushed to theatre.
It was then found that there had been two of you, one of you had been snuggled in the right place
and the other in Mummy's tube still alive but unable to survive.
Mummy had been bleeding to death slowly for weeks, and she had to undergo surgery to save her life.
Mummy will never forget that day at the ultrasound being told you had died, and then to have to go
through surgery, and have you both taken from me.
Little twin in Mummy's tube stood no chance of survival, and had to be removed, and little twin in
Mummy's womb had died due to the hormone drop caused by the ectopic.
Daddy chose to walk away just two weeks later and leave Mummy to cope alone with loosing you both.
A few weeks later it had came to light that your daddy had been involved with loads of different
women,including not nice situations with his army mates wives,etc.
Daddy tried to keep in touch with Mummy but she felt so betrayed that she chose to cut him out of
her life!
Then Mummy was contacted by another lady who had suffered a very similar experience with your
daddy,but this time it included your daddy being involved with 12 different women that they could
count,and two other ladies(one which he was engaged to)whom were also having little babies.
Those little babies also both died,and there were two others babies around the same time.
So now that Mummy knows this,she feels so betrayed by daddy that she cannot even bare to speak to
him at all,he knows that Mummy knows what kind of person he is,and Mummy prays he will get help, as
we feel he must be mentally sick to do these things to all these ladies,and Mummy now knows that you
both are not up there alone.
God himself only knows just how many of your daddy's babies are up there with him,and deep down we
thank god that you are all in a safe place in his hands.
We know you are all brothers and sisters and you will be up there looking out for each other.
Mummy still thinks about you both every day, every time I look at my tummy and at my scars where you
both had been.
Mummy still looks to the calendar every day, and I think about how I should be getting so fat, and
excited, feeling you both kicking around inside my tummy, and I would be waiting for you both to
arrive.
Part of me died that day you were both taken, but you both live on in my heart and I know we will
meet again, and I will get to hold you both one day in heaven.xxxxxx